I was sitting around thinking last night about how much I procrastinate and I was very upset with myself. After finishing the last Twilight book Breaking Dawn, I read an interview done by the author where fans asked her different questions about how she got published. I realized then that there are so many things I could have done in the last two years to promote my own book but I haven’t taken the time to do so. It is not like I didn’t have plenty of time on my hands to promote because I really did. I don’t want to beat myself up too bad but I have to do something to change my ways. This month is a busy month for me because we are moving to new software for the students and not only do I have to learn it, I have to teach it starting January 10, 2010. I’m not going to sit here and say that I am going to change my ways tomorrow because I know that would be a lie but I do have to create some sort of schedule for myself. I also have to put in more effort with writing my next books because if I want it as bad as I say I do, I need to buckle down and make it happen. I look to others to encourage me but I need to encourage myself because my goals are not their goals and I have to put for the effort.